Today

Today is a different day
is definitely not like other days
lying in my bed I just opened up one eye
I discovered it , it's a cold day
just can't explain how it feels inside
when i looked the gray sky,
like complete , like rain's flavor,
like joy, like life...
Feeling the life is something i've never used to do
but today?
Today I'm not driving the BMW
today i am not with the blondie superstar
even today is not girlfriend here,
even today is the headache increasing
but for the first time i feel the light inside
the flame is burning now
i am not alone
i was never alone
A lot of times i just dreamed it
i never thought it could really be
Somethimes i have to shut
sitting out there
looking at the people eyes
i can see the pain there
i can feel the fear of them
sadness is there , they are not bad
they are not evil, they are just afraid
they have lived the life just like this
they don't know a different way to live the life
because they only learned to defend from everything
from nothing...
I still remember my head about to explode
just asking for a second chance
walking down the streets without direction
with the fear in my eyes
just like them
breathing knives
just asking for a second chance
with my mind just feeling like red-hot metal
just asking for a second chance...
But today?
Today is the second chance...